Showing posts with label wounded by leadership. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wounded by leadership. Show all posts

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Submission and Authority


Greetings,          

                As the author of the book Wounded by Leadership I believe that I am uniquely qualified to speak to the issues of authority and right submission. No one wants to submit to injurious leadership and authority. Moreover, it is not easy to submit to new leadership after painful past experiences. Right submission to leadership is a difficult thing because it appears to leave us in a compromised situation, where we are subjected to the consequences of other's inadequacies. For some, the sheer volume of their bad experiences has led to the question, "What is the point? Why should I bother submitting to leadership when it feels so much easier to grow in Christ alone?"

                I have been down this same roadseveral times. From one situation to the next I have felt like spiritual leadership and authority figures have oppressed me, slowed me down, gotten in my way, and limited the work that God wanted to do through me. I have felt unacknowledged, unappreciated, and I have repeatedly felt like a threat. Why should you or I bother with submission if this is what it seems to yield? Furthermore, what does this have to do with spiritual warfare?

                Right submission has quite a bit to do with spiritual warfare. One of the basic things that we learn about the spirit realm is that everything operates according to authority. It follows that there is no authority apart from being under authority. There are also various levels of authority.

                As members of God's universal church we are grafted into His kingdom which is a spiritual government. As we "grow up spiritually" we are entrusted with greater and ever increasing authority in His name. Ever increasing spiritual authority does not come just because we want it. It comes the hard way. It comes as we walk in obedience to all that Jesus commands of us. This means that while we must always be sure to submit to Jesus first and foremost, we must prove our ability to submit to Him by submitting to those that He places over us. If we cannot submit to spiritual shepherds in the natural, what makes us think we can truly submit to all that Jesus is asking of us (since He is known to ask far more than any man)?

                Jesus modeled submission to human authorities when He was baptized by John the Baptist. Jesus did not begin His own ministry until he had gotten baptized under the ministry of "one who was not worthy to loose the shoes of His feet" (Acts 13:25). The Bible is clear that Jesus did this to fulfill "all righteousness." Righteousness means right standing with God. In order for Jesus' ministry to have right standing with God, He had to first submit to human spiritual authority. However, the model that Jesus provides for us doesn't stop at this act.

                One of the greatest lessons in faith comes from a man who wasn't even Jewish. He was a Roman centurion. When Jesus was on His way to Capernaum, the centurion approached Jesus and begged Him to heal His son. This kind of activity was a daily thing for Jesus. At this request, Jesus simply responded by saying that He would go to the child. Imagine how excited you would be if Jesus offered to personally come and heal your sick and suffering child! However, the centurion made history with his response.

                "But the centurion replied to Him, Lord, I am not worthy or fit to have You come under my roof; but only speak the word, and my servant boy will be cured. For I also am a man subject to authority, with soldiers subject to me. And I say to one, Go, and he goes; and to another, Come, and he comes; and to my slave, Do this, and he does it. When Jesus heard him, He marveled and said to those who followed Him [who adhered steadfastly to Him, conforming to His example in living and, if need be, in dying also], I tell you truly, I have not found so much faith as this with anyone, even in Israel." (Matthew 8:8-10 AMP)

                The centurion told Jesus that He shouldn't come to his house "because he wasn't worthy". He probably said this because he understood Jewish traditionthat it was not considered lawful for Jews to be entertained by "unclean" gentiles (Acts 10:28). Although Jesus offered, the centurion provided an alternative option. He asked Jesus to simply speak the word so that his child would be healed. Then he provided his logic on the issue. He explained that he too was a man under authority. Therefore the things that he commanded were also performed.

                The centurion's explanation can seem slightly awkward at first. What do soldiers and slaves have to do with Jesus healing the sick? The answer is that both involve principles of authority. One aspect of authority means that what we command must come to pass. In order to have authority, we must also be under authority. In order for soldiers to obey the centurion, the  centurion had to be submitted to his government and ranking officers. Since the centurion was under authority, the soldiers under him obeyed his commands. If he were to defect from the Roman government, he would lose all authority to make commands.

                Likewise, in order for Jesus to perform miracles, raise the dead and heal the sick, He had to be submitted to His Father in heaven. The centurion recognized this. His logic was that since Jesus was under authority (just like him), he could have confidence that the sickness would obey the words of Jesus.

                Based on this understanding, Jesus was shocked! He was moved to say that he had not seen such great faith in all of Israel. Why would He relate this to faith? The spiritual principles relating to authority were just as real to the centurion as the natural principles relating to authority. This revealed that the centurion not only was able to understand spiritual principles, it also meant that he truly believed that Jesus was the Son of God. If he hadn't, he would not have said that Jesus was a man under authority.

            The concluding point is this. Jesus is God, yet he was still under authority during His earthly ministry. If He had to be under authority in order to have authority, how much more is this true of us? Even when we feel like our authority figures are doing us more harm than good, God is growing us and promoting us as we remain faithful. If we refuse to submit to human authority, God will never trust us with ever increasing spiritual authority. This is why right submission is important. If you are not submitted, it is my prayer that this will motivate you to get submitted. If you are reading this and have realized that right submission in your situation is impossible, it is time to pray for God to show you where to go so that right submission is made possible. God wants to trust you with increasing spiritual authority. The question is, will you respond in obedience?

Monday, April 18, 2011

Personal Testimony (Daniel Duval)

4/16/11
Greetings,
                This week is going to be slightly different than most. When I was praying about what to write in this letter, God said to simply open up about myself. Since I virtually never write about myself I was taken off-guard. After a short time of meditation, I realized that this was a fantastic idea (God’s ideas are always fantastic). I am going to focus on my testimony of overcoming difficulties I’ve encountered in the body of Christ. If my message is unity, it is good to see how I live this out.
                I want to begin by saying that my message was not originally unity. In fact, based on my experience one would think that this would be the last message God would give to someone like me. When I gave my life back to Jesus my first revelation was that without God life has no meaning or purpose. It was very straightforward, but it was absolutely profound to me. I had a revelation that apart from God, the only purpose I could achieve was a counterfeit. In my excitement and zeal for God I started to write a novel to explain this revelation (which ultimately came to nothing). This was the first evidence of my excessive desire to do something for God.
                After this, I came across some material that opened my eyes to flaws in the Roman Catholic Church and their way of doing things. I wanted to become a campus activist and begin passing out anti-Catholic propaganda. I assembled a team and developed an action plan. Fortunately nothing came of it. How foolish I was, to think that attacking others would bring fruit and glorify God—I was still immature. Some look at how Jesus addressed the Pharisees calling them “a brood of vipers” and make that their concept for ministry. There is a time for this type of stand, but it is not often. These people don’t understand that this was a response of Jesus to the attacks of the Pharisees against Him; Jesus did not hunt them down to attack their false doctrine. He preached the truth to the people, and the truth gave the Pharisees more problems than anything else, because the truth set the people free.
                As I sought out God He transformed every aspect of my life. My character improved, my attitude improved, I stopped getting drunk, I got delivered from pornography, and I began to hang out more and more with Christian people. I distanced myself from my party friends and although it was difficult at first, it was for the best. I committed myself to a church and submitted myself to the discipleship process of one of the pastors.
                I began to attend this church at the outset of 2006 and by spring of 2007 I got myself kicked out. I disagreed with the head pastor on an issue, and I was not permitted to stay unless I chose to agree with him and abandon what had been revealed to me. At this point I had to pray earnestly (and so would anyone else in this position). The fact of the matter is, if I was wrong and I left carrying my error, it could have led to significant destruction in my life. On the other hand, if God was leading me where the leadership would not take me, then by leaving I would be allowing God the room He needed. After I had a firm conviction that I had heard from God, I left. I still wonder what God was thinking when He assigned me the message of unity because with such a controversial start to my walk with Him it begs the question. I imagine it went something like this. Look at this guy! He’s perfect for this message of unity. He is so haphazard… getting kicked out of churches and stuff… and he’s extremely efficient.  He’ll probably even be willing to pick up two additional messages that will make people hate him. Let’s see… yup he did. Hahaha! (Of course I’m kidding!)
                I was endowed not only the message of unity, but the reality of nephilim (if you read my book you’ll understand), and the understanding of a post-tribulation rapture. Taking this a step further: I flow in the gifts of the Holy Spirit, I cast out demons, and yes, I do keep tabs on the developing global conspiracy to bring about a New Age with a New World Order! My position is basically as controversial as possible. In spite of this, I am also preaching unity of the church. In the natural, this sounds like backwards thinking. It feels like backwards thinking too!
                My life is not easy by any stretch of the imagination. A lot of people would like to argue with me, put me down, and tell their Christian friends to steer clear of me. Of course, no one can argue the scriptural validity of what I say; they just don’t want to hear it.
                In the face of all of my obstacles, God expects me to be a model for my message. Talk about tough! However, by His grace I do it. Most people that talk to me will realize that I am one of the most difficult people to argue with. Why? One reason is because we are not to preach through strife or vain glory but of good will. We need to understand that strife is not just a noun, it is a spirit.

“Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will:” (Philippians 1:15)

 Two, we must understand what the Bible means when it instructs us to speak the truth in love.

                “That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:” (Ephesians 4:14-15)

                Speaking the truth in love is not something for novices. This ability identifies that an individual is growing up into all things, even Christ. I define speaking the truth in love as: speaking the right truth, at the right time, with the right motive. This is hard. This requires a state of being perpetually led by the Spirit. This means that I am also being continually filled by the Spirit (Ephesians 5:18). Unity requires that we press on towards maturity. When people tell me things I know to be false, I will wait for a green light from the Holy Spirit before a rebuttal. If no green light comes, I stay quiet, and they leave feeling justified. The Holy Spirit knows if my response will bear fruit, and fruit is my number one concern above being right or being heard.
                This is how I can balance my difficult disposition with my call and vision. I know plenty of truth that I don’t communicate at all. I don’t communicate it because there will not be fruit. As I continue to honor God with my heart, with my submission to authority I may disagree with, and with my respect for my brothers and sisters in the body of Christ; I will see continual promotion. As I am faithful, God gives me platforms and opens doors to communicate the vision that He has put inside of me. In this way I can continue to influence people according to the vision on the inside of me, and maintain a bond of unity to the greatest degree possible.
I will add that this can only work when I am on God’s side. If I have other agendas in my heart, God will not promote me, and I’ll be fighting with everyone else to get heard. Since my messages are inspired, I have perfect confidence and perfect peace. This is modeled in the angel’s response to Joshua upon entering the Promised Land (Joshua 5:13-15). Joshua encountered the angel that was the captain of the Lord’s army. When asking whose side the angel is on, Joshua gives the angel two options: our side or their side. The angel simply responds, “No.” Joshua asked if God was on his side, but the angel’s answer reveals to us that Joshua was getting on God’s side.
The armies of God are on God’s side. When I am on God’s side, His armies fight for me. As a matter of fact, I can even command His armies according to His Word. This confidence comes from being on His side, and I have no excuse for not trusting in His power and keeping a bond of peace. I know that when people come against me, they really come against God. Like God told Paul, “It is hard to kick against the goads.” Goads at that time were basically spear heads. Ever kick a spear head? This is what it’s like trying to stand in the way of God’s agenda, or the people he uses to accomplish it.
In closing this letter, I simply want to say that in this hour God’s army is fighting for unity. Unity is going to come as we naturally desire to get on God’s side. Most of the harshest divisions in the body of Christ erupt when two people or two groups take positions that are both out of line with God’s Word and plan. For example, someone might say 1+1=3 and another might say 1+1=4. Both are wrong and since neither has truth, this will be the most vicious dispute. How can either side settle on the wrong conclusion with a good conscience?

Discussion
1.       How do you respond to your brothers and sisters in Christ when they say something you don’t agree with?
2.       What is your heart motive when it comes to discussing differences in perspective with other Christians?
3.       Are you confident that you are on God’s side, or do you try to get Him on your side?
4.       How do you receive correction when it comes from the Word of God?
5.       What is your heart when considering the issue of submission to authority?